Dissapointed :(

hi peps!
its seems like years i did not update my blog :)
during this few months,
there's lots of things happen to me which i did not even expected!
i was thinking why should i need to face this kind of thing!
questions flowing on my mind every single day time!
but anyway, SPM is just round the corner
so yeah :P I have to get myself ready for it!
I need to really get 5 A and above!
even credits for my science subject..
this was a challenge for me which was weak at science..
and also add.math.. i dun wanna phailled again PLEASE!
i have been doing so much of exercise but why?
Trial has just pass
wuhooo
but but but
when the time teacher giving away our result
i was so damn nervous and keep praying that i would not get bad marks
but luck was not with me, my history did not able to achieve my target!
i was totally dissapointed and depressed!
i lost my confidence towards myself!
i did not know what can be for my SPM result anymore!
:( :( :( :( :(

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Today is my birthday..
Finally I'm now 17 years old!
gonna graduate from school this year..
couldn't wait for the time to come after SPM over!
I hope that everything will go smoothly and fine for me..
god bless me!

thank you for everyone that wish me..
appreciate a lot..
thanks to my cousin who celebrated my birthday with me!
love you guys!
I'm touched!
hehe..
and again I would love to thank my mom and shuwen jiejie who made the cake for me!
it is so yummy and sweet!

Happy Birthday to myself!

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today is my uncle's wedding day
wake up damn early today
for make up and hair do..
as you know girls need to dress up nicely..
after everything is done, we went back labis
which is my hometown & the wedding take place
my uncle is so handsome with his bridegroom's outfit..
and so do my uncle's wife..
saw many old uncles and aunties..
and cousins, relatives..
of course he is there too..

A few hours later we reach the wedding place
and we sat at the front..
i got a shocked when he walked in and come near my table there..
my first expression was like "Omg"
who is this? he has become so handsome..
his outfit looks so elegant.. i just don't know how to describe.
haha.. its really has been a long time since i saw him last year
although this year CNY he came back to hometown
but i did not make it to meet him..
i was too shy to speak to him
but after a while, we still talk to each other
the most funny part is we laughing at each other like insane
because there is a guy standing at the stage shouting like wad
when the time we all need to 敬酒 with the bridegroom & bride
he wanna make the place more lively.
lastly,
i would like to wish my uncle and auntie
happy marriage.
happy forever..


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this is what i've been doing
but its just happens when you da one!